Tonight at MSN, I have a meaningful conversation with a friend:
I said, “I’ve never imagine that kinda tragedy can happen to me it's really a huge tragedy... i just can't imagine anyone would do such a cruel thing to me,
well, he did turn to be a demon, quickly
it really hurts me deeply
like he has stabbed a knife to all my trust to love and faith
it's the biggest pain to me, way much more painful than the burden of this baby
i even hope i could die than see these happened
but it will pass someday.”
The Friend said, maybe it's the testing for u to face ur whole life, u're so silly
It’s quite right.
What I really need indeed, is to checking the problem of my whole life.